HELLO MY NAME IS MAGGIE :+)
im 19 whole years old and im in school for tomfoolery in a lighthearted manner
i like to write, draw, make puppets, and watch reviews of bad books :+)
this is sort of like my blog. i talk and stuff here but i also keep images and memories here.
4:05 PM, 9.8.2025
owen has had a rough past couple days. i cant help but worry for my sweet boy.
10:22 AM, 9.8.2025
had the most beautiful fall morning and now im forcing myself to do some work.. vraylar seems to be working well so far. im not super sad or super up, and ive been on exclusively vraylar for the past 5 days. it might actually work for me...a med that works :,,+) life is so beautiful never ever kys :,,,+) owen is in class rn and i felt like diary entry-ing. need to do my nails again.. seeing melanie in 2 days and we're gonna talk about more shit in my life. very excited to see her once more. went to erins birthday dinner last night, saw old friends, cleaning my room, met an amazing girl who dresses like its the 1980s. i NEED THAT FLOWER DRESS SO BADLY IM GONNA SCREAM.. its so beautiful and i hope it zips for moi. been feeling a bit scattered lately, but only in terms of space. i need to clean and do laundry and dry-clean some stuff. MOM DROPPED OFF SOUP im gonna cry its so delicious
1:29 PM, 9.4.2025
HELLOOO i have the shakes and im tired as well.. i feel like drawing but idk what to do draw.
1:29 PM, 9.2.2025
TODAY IS BETTER! A LOT HAPPENED! i skipped my eng class to get tabis and they fit me perfectly and i feel like a little deer in them. i love feeling like a little deer so much. insert deer noise here. (silence). I ALSO GOT LUNCH AND A COFFEE ! AND I TOOK VRAYLAR LAST NIGHT !
9:14 AM, 9.2.2025
YESTERDAY WAS ROUGH! A LOT HAPPENED! emotionally im fine but my food got messed up like 80 million times and i am so mad about it.. i deserve a yummy treat today. i already had a pumpkin spice coffee which was delicious and i DID DO MY NAILS ! im happy about that at least. im kind of tired? i woke up a lot after i got moving, so thats good, and im looking forward to the week now, which is a nice feeling. im currently listening to please please please let me get what i want (dream academy cover) and reflecting on things in a lecture hall. theres something profound there
10:09 AM, 8.28.2025
i really love I Really Wanted You by pansy divison. it makes me feel seen. i need to do my nails..... theyre getting gross. im currently trapped in a lecture hall and bored out of my gourd and wanting to rewatch saw. i wish it was raining and i wish that me and owen were out shopping rn. we might go later today however.. target here we come !! i think the coffee is making me feel anxious rn. guh. i changed my lockscreen to adam from saw ! MY STOMACH IS MAKING INSANELY LOUD NOISES RN OH MY GODDD WHAT THE FUCKKKK silent lecture hall and my stomach decided to make me sound like im shitting my pants every five seconds im gonna scream and kick (not really)
10:21 AM, 8.27.2025
I HAVE THERAPY WITH A NEW THERAPIST IN HALF AN HOUR. im really nervous. i miss owen and crew.. jann is in class with him and erin is somewhere else. it says she left home on life360, so im gonna trust that. i have an idea for a new oc.. ill make him real soon ..
